Demrefor

Don’t Lose Hope

“You will be changed. You will wear a curse many will mistake for a blessing. And in this curse you will bear responsibility, and you will not only set the world right again now. But again and again. For as long as the world exists, you will be its caretaker.“

When everything seems to be against you, it’s easy to lose sight of what is important. The constant ache of the world’s injustices and violence and malicious intents will change a person. Sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse…. So make sure to keep your friends close. Hold your family tight. Try to be kind. Stand up for what you know is right. And no matter what happens; don’t lose hope.



Ka’harja is thrown back into his past when a member of the cult he escaped as a child shows up on his doorstep asking for help to save her newborn baby from religious infanticide. With his home burnt to the ground and questioning everything he has ever known about his beliefs, he and his adoptive mother are forced to join up with a friendly caravan of strangers who help them travel to a new town to start life over again.

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Stars knows she is safe from the cult she once thought her family, but she still can’t seem to feel at home. Not truly. Not even when she’s surrounded by wonderful people like Ka’harja and Distro, who do all they can to help her raise her son. She feels lost, and hopeless, and overwhelmed by all these strange new things and people constantly coming in and out of her life.

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Ka'harja finds reason to look inside himself and take on the responsibility of maturing into a man. (More description coming soon this one is being overhauled)

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Book 4: Testing Faiths


Stars has found her home in the caravan, surrounded by those she loves. But when she is confronted by her past she must find the strength within herself to not lose sight of the flourishing woman she has grown to be.

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Book 5: The Self-Feeders


A plague is spreading over Demrefor. The only known cure for the horrible self-feeding sickness was almost completely destroyed, and the new crop of slow-growing plants are still not ready to harvest. And after his nephew is infected, Ka'harja becomes desperate to find a cure. There has to be one. He has to find it. He has to!

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Book 6: Papa's Mistake


Tuotar's family is at risk of falling apart. After his father comes clean about an affair and the resulting child, there is a new and sharp tension tugging at the family. But Tuotar's mother isn't without compassion. And when she sees her partner's grief at never having been allowed to meet his own child, she takes her family on the long journey from I'reka to Canis to ask Stars' forgiveness.

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Book 7: Prince Nigelle


Ka'harja is falling into his role and the heir to Canis' crown with a surprising amount of success. He knows who he was born to be, now. And though he still has his sense of humour, he is flourishing as a man and ready to lead his country.

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Book 8: Fugitive


Sapious is in crisis. The king has gone mad, making alliances with ghosts and murdering his living allies! There was no reason to start a war. There was no reason to plunge his people into fear and darkness. Harmony has to escape. She can't stay here while everything she knows and loves is destroyed. So when the survivors of Canis La'Can's diplomatic delegation take refuge in her home, she keeps their secret. And she begs them for their own help: take her with them. Please!

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Book 9: Queen Kekik


The loss of Prince Ka’harja and King Rorlbar is hard on the kingdom. And the kingdom’s troubles only get harder when the King’s wife commits suicide and the throne is given to Princess Distro. She isn’t ready to step up. She never prepared for this. Unable to cope with the loss of her family, Distro gives the throne to her younger brother and, with her daughter following her into the wilderness, flees her duties in order to seek justice for her son’s murder.

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Book 10: The AI


Calina is a nurlak living within a downed spaceship. Her culture worships the ship's sentient AI as their god; a title deserved when she saved their ancestors from death. AI rules the ship with kindness and love. So when Calina starts to show a rebellious streak, rather than being upset at her, AI takes her on as her private acolyte and gives her a purpose.

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Book 11: The Harpy Bride


Toro has no faith in the gods. Not since they turned their back on his mother and let his father beat her into a sickness that took her life. So when he meets Ell'ian, a struggling harpy girl, he finds a new faith within her love; marrying in secret and doing all he can to provide her refuge from the horrors of her past.

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Book 12: The Canis Guard


Finally free from under his father's thumb, Toro must find a way to provide for his growing family. He joins Queen Distro's city guard and, after standing up for a fellow trainee in need, he finds himself forging unexpected bonds that will keep strong for years to come.

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Book 13: Brothers of Different Blood


Queen Distro has a diplomatic meeting in the neighbouring kingdom of Konde and, knowing that the invading forces of Sapious will be laying in wait for her, she hand-picks a private guard to join her in her travels. Amongst these souls are Krish and Toro. Brothers by bond, though not by blood, the pair must face the challenges of their journey with every ounce of strength they share in order to survive.

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Book 14: Homeland, Not Home


The Tasuma household is shaken to their core by the loss of their beloved Toro. Ell'ian is beside herself; her husband never even got to meet their newborn daughter, and it tears her apart inside. So as she turns to her poetry to keep herself together, Coski does his best to fill his father's shoes. He takes on responsibility and does all he can to keep his family strong in the hardest of times, making sure to lead them forward into a future of hope and love.

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Book 15: The Thief and the Witch


A bigoted, hate-fuelled attack leaves young Lua'ana orphaned and lost in the street with her infant brother in her arms. The trauma of her mother's death gives an evil spirit opportunity to breach into her mind, and she finds herself unable to remember her life before that horrible night. With no memory of the way back home and the voice of Kay'oten in her ear to manipulate her, she lets herself be taken in by a young band of thieves and soon finds herself in an underground community of criminals.

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Book 16: Don't Make Deals with Ghosts


Luana is thriving. The streets of Ryala are the perfect place for a teenage thief to cause mischief. And the more problems she causes for Distro, the better! So with the help of her best friend Mairas, Luana ignores both ghosts that haunt her and runs wild through the city, avoiding arrest and having the time of her life.... But her actions are not without consequences, and Kay'oten's will is not to be ignored....

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Book 17: A Necklace and a Lullaby


Everything went wrong overnight, and the criminal underground that Luana called her home was completely destroyed; the people she loved killed and the survivors scattered. Left with nothing, she and her few remaining friends do what they can to survive.... And when they are caught stealing food and offered the compassion of a new home instead of punishment, they don't take it for granted. Seeking a new purpose in life, Luana unknowingly walks in her father's footsteps as she takes a job in Distro's army and finds a sense of honour she's never known before.

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Book 18: Talons


The war with Sapious is reaching its peak and Luana is quickly rising in the ranks in her efforts. Recently promoted to General, she finds herself in charge of the newest recruits. New information on Sapious' movements is in constant stream, and in an effort to end the war for good, Luana defies Distro's orders to not cross the border.

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Book 19: Loyalty, Honour, and Loss


Mairas continues the battle despite the capture of her childhood friend. Intel says that Luana survives, trapped as unwilling consort to the crown prince, and nothing will stop Mairas from saving her sister-in-arms from the hell she is being subjected to.

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Book 20: The Recovery


Returned after months of torment under Prince Pascal's control, Luana is relieved to be with her friends again. Keeping her promise to Toro, she seeks out his family and, finally, finds her way home.

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Book 21: Imaginary Friends Don't Bleed


Keeyata wants to be a good child, but something in her head isn't right. Something in her head just isn't right. And no matter how much her Mother Mairas keeps telling her how to be good, it all seems to muddle, and she's just not sure who she should listen to, anymore. Her mother? Her brother? Or her friends that nobody else can see?

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Book 22: The Final Stand


The war with Sapious is slowly coming to its end. Every day, Canis takes ground and Mairas, under Distro's command, drives the human forces further and further back. But winning the war and stripping the king of his status is not enough to satisfy the dassen. Only avenging Luana and personally stomping out the last of the life from Pascal's pathetic body will sate her need for justice.

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Book 23: Political Engagement


The war is finally over, and the kingdoms are slowly recovering from its strain. But new alliances must be formed if they are to flourish. And, what better way to create an alliance than a marriage.... So when Elli, daughter of war hero Luana and recently scorned by her boyfriend, hears that there are no volunteers to solidify the proposed Konde-Canis alliance she decides to volunteer herself to marry the twelfth son of the Konde king.

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Book 24: A Dassen in the Heck'ne


There's trouble in Heck'ne. A devious plot unfolds, seeing the kidnapping of girls from a small dassen settlement. Scaychie is amongst them, and she doesn't go down easy. Compassion as her weapon of choice, she befriends Keeyata and slowly sews seeds of change into the mind of the Heck'ne's next heir. Her resistance catches the attention of the instigator of these troubled times: and Linzor makes it his personal duty to stomp out every last ounce of rebellion from Heck'ne's newest revolutionary.

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Book 25: Red Flags and Orange Chokers


A funeral calls together the descendants of the Tasuma family, and with the reunion comes drama. Sisters fighting over an affair, old attractions coming back to light, an unwanted kiss that sends its victim spiralling, and signs of abuse that go unaddressed as a second deadly accident shakes the family to its core.

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Book 26: Little Kiita


Young Centela, barely seven, finds himself in the land of Konde under supervision of the royal family. He has been instructed by his father to befriend the granddaughter of the queen, lest his mother face suffering as punishment for his failure. The selfish drama of adults is far too much of a burden to be forced upon a child. But just like his mother he is a compassionate soul, even if he is rough and loud and rude, and he is willing to take on the responsibility if it means his family will be safe.

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Book 27: Close Your Eyes, Trust Your Heart


Linyata of Beach and Cliff is finally old enough for her horns to grow in. Finally old enough to leave her home settlement and seek out her own. But, before she settles, she has something else to do. Something important.... She has to know who her father is. So, her girlfriend at her side, she sets out to seek the seces and learn of her family history.

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Book 28: The Return and the Escape


Centela is sure his memories of the Heck'ne are just his mind playing tricks.... Until his father visits, and all the horrors return to his life as his wife is murdered and he is whisked away to return to his homeland by force. Seeing the state of his family under Linzor's thumb, he realises he must be the one to set them free.

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Book 29: For People, For Country, For Heck'ne


Linzor is the worst thing that has ever happened to Heck'ne. A manipulator and a liar, he has set too many souls astray, and now it is Setani'Selina's responsibility to fix all he has broken. She must be strong, despite the hardships she faces. Despite that she was never meant to take this role. Despite that the people do not recognise her as their mala'kala.... No. It doesn't matter what is thought of her. She must follow the word of Zen'efay, and lead her people back to their trues ways. Honour must be restored.

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Book 30: A Promise at Beach and Cliff


Head of the family, though unprepared for the responsibility in his grief, Centela must make hard decisions to care for those he loves. Knowing in his heart what is best, the family splits into two groups, Liamara leaving with Jee'off and Setani'Selina to carve out a new future, while he takes his mother, aunt, and new daughter through Das to locate the Beach and Cliff settlement and return Scaychie to her true home in the hopes that maybe --finally-- she will be allowed the peace and happiness she deserves.

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Book 31: Young Love, Fun Love


Jee'off leads his sisters across the continent to the country of Sapious, where they try to carve out a new life for themselves. But it's not as simple as one might think; Sapious' idea of honour is all very backwards to what they're used to. And the things they value and criticise make no sense to the Heck'nerians. But, still. They choose to stay; there is much Jee'off wants to learn of human culture. And there is a very beautiful woman willing to teach him.

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Book 32: The Reconciliation


Carol Warner has stepped into a new world. A home in Heck'ne is much harder than the cushioned life she has lived so far as the daughter of a Sapious politician, but she quickly finds that the wasteland is an accepting place that thrives on love and hope. Despite what those with prejudice would say about it. So she takes Jee'off's hand, meets his family, and acts as the link for an alliance that will allow Heck'ne to reconcile with the world.

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Book 33: It Will End (One Way or Another)


Peace is disrupted by a kidnapping; Gusilina is stolen by Linzor, and did what she had to in order to free herself.... She didn't know about Kay'oten. How was she supposed to know? Nobody ever told her about the spirit. Nor what making a deal with the ghost could lead to. So she and her family make their way to Canis to warn Distro of the spirit's return to the mortal world, and all the horrors of the past come to a head into one final act that will end everything. One way or another.

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Book 34: Life Goes On


The world is once again at rest and life returns to as it should be. The new generation blooms into adulthood, forging their paths and their futures as those before them should have had the freedom to do. After many years of waiting Gusilina's horns breach skin and, following the traditions of her people, she leaves for the islands of Das to make settlement.

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Don’t Lose Hope features bad language, erotic scenes, discussion of childhood traumas, and other material which might be considered offensive and/or upsetting. Please also note that sexual assault (and the survival of) is a heavily touched on subject in the books, with several of the characters being recovering victims of things such as CSA. I’ve done my best to handle these topics with respect and sensitivity but several scenes may be triggering to certain readers. Please take care of yourself if you intend to read the series!


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